I AM WONDERING

This is so cool. I am sitting here listening to www.philosophersnotes.com The website has TV video clips each running 10 minutes each where the guy, Brian, gives a summary of a book. He has done this with 100 books.

I also am sitting here propped up on the couch with my broken ankle elevated and the lap top on my lap. I have been meaning to get around to journalling / blogging. So here I am.

So, what is the universe saying to me? Why did I break my leg? Why did I land up in hospital for 10 days in January with a blocked intestine problem? It was a wonderful journey of being in the moment. So many miracles, magical moments.

Back to my broken ankle. I fell over as I was just starting off on my bicycle. Was not even out of the parking area. As I was laying there on my right side, expecting to get up and dust myself off, I noticed that it felt like my right foot was still flat on the pavement. OH SHIT!!! My husband heard my screams and found me. Ambulance was called, off to emergency - xrays taken - 2 bones broken - had surgery within a few hours and had screws put in. Wearing an air cast for 10 weeks. No weight bearing for 4 weeks, then start by putting 35 lbs weight for 3-5 days, then add another 35 lbs for 3-5 days and so on. Hopping around on one leg using a walker is limiting. Your arms and hands are busy too. Sure is limiting.

And at the same time it is freeing too! I am spending time listening to audio's and video clips. Learning, getting lots of positive babble input.

I have been using the EFT (Tapping) Very interesting results. I find that I get insights as to the origin of the issue. Like when I was writing a list of past injuries to my legs / knees, I remembered the time in elementary school when I had gotten hurt and was on crutches. I remembered my mom walking me to school. I was struggling, wanting support and help. She was way ahead of me with a group of neighbourhood kids. They were all laughing and having a good time. They were calling her Maddy. I was hurt, angry, sad, frustrated, feeling alone... I did some tapping around that event to heal the stuck energy in my physical being. It works. I now think back on that event and feel love and acceptance. Really knowing that we were all doing what we thought was best in the moment. Doing the best we can, with what we know at the time.

So if you haven't heard of and checked out EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique) yet... I like www.YouTube.com and then enter EFT in their search box. Lots of short video clips for people around the world.

So, for now, go and enjoy.